sometimes i am asking myself; what the fuck has anime done to you? and then i realized, that it simply ruined my life (well, in a good way!). you should know that after being in some kind of 'my own world' when i went to highschool, i quitted watching anime and reading manga, because i realized my grades were getting down. but since a recent time i started catching up so much i missed in all these years, that i gotta feeling this 'own world' is coming back. but it seems that this time, i can sort them out of being fiction - and i know what is reality.
to be honest, normally no one would think that you could learn something from a cartoon or a series. but anime for me, is no 'children thing'. it really gives you moments or situations where you need to think - and where you start to think about yourself and your life. anime shows you how a good friendship can be like, and that having an argument with your best friend isn't basically a bad thing. but it also shows you, how important you are for your best friend. it shows you how teamwork works and how it eventually work out, when you fight even you already gave up. anime even gives you chills, thrills, feels and everything in between. and when i think about how i watch anime today - i'm asking myself how i even managed to watch them when i was younger. and...more importantly..how i never ot feels out of it?
this time it seems to be totally different. like i have sympathies for all character. i laugh and cry with them (and as every animu fangirl does, sometimes i even ship them and cheer for their twinky twosome times hohohoh-). i really enjoy all the fantastic art and the more fantastic stories behind it. i love the characterdesigns. i love how easily you can also learn japanese with anime (of course not by only watching but also studying yourself a little). and maybe that's also a point why i start loving anime so much. it's just.... that i started to find myself a hobby again - even this hobby means sitting in front of the internet for around 1h a day just to watch the newest episodes of the seasons animes i am watching. but i really like it. and i really like how i also found new friends due to that. strikey. so...maybe anime hasn't ruined my life completely? i mean it somehow... make it better?
nah well, take your own guess. but i can say that i really really enjoy this stupid ass animation from japan. it's like my number one hobby and my number one topic on twitter for about a year. and i don't even mind that it may annoy someone.
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oh, just a rant by my side.... does anyone else who watches anime a lot has this feeling that when hearing a specific seiyuu you directly associate it with a character? it's like sometimes so annoying but so funny! like kamiya hiroshi for me is always yato and levi - hirakawa daisuke is always free!s ryugazaki rei... miyano mamuro is masaomi kida and...uchiyama kouki is tsukishima kei?! like everytime i hear them elsewhere i see all these character - it's so weird! :D
when i think about that a year ago i always said 'how can people even hear the differences in japanese seiyuus, they all sound the same, i'll never be able to do that!' and now i'm like this... i feel like i am total trash now. lol.
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jaaa, ne! that's all for now.
i also wish everyone who's reading a wonderful christmas time and some kickass start in the new year 2016. may we meet this year! maybe?!
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Wednesday, 23 December 2015
Monday, 30 November 2015
eve. | forever rest in peace.
hello everyone.
actually, i wanted to write an entry about the last anime i have watched, and how it bursted me to tears, how it motivated me to do my sports again, and want to go back to my old times, where i used to train in teams. but today, a very sad message dropped by and hit a lot of my friends in the neck out of nowhere.
consciously i used the songtitle "eve". because as may of you know, that was name of the fanclub from the japanese band "ADAMS". i need to admit, that i've never listened to their songs. i have never been to any of their concerts, nor did i never understood why people loved the band so much. but that feeling is something a fan never can describe. it's a feeling you can hardly share with words. being a fan, better said a fangirl, someone who really is kind of addicted to that one band or that one song - someone like that can be in all of us. in my opinion, getting a huge audience to love you, praise you, and travel around countries just to see you perform is something only a few artists can achieve. as i said; i never have been to concerts of ADAMS, but i brought friends there. i know friends that are deeply in love with this band. i know friends that travelled across europe just to see them perform. and i can see these friends breakin from the pain they feel in their heart as they heard today that one of the member of their favorite, loved band, just passed away.
let me tell you one thing. it hurts even for me. because when i read that somebody, that someone i know love so much, i can feel the pain as well. when you have friends that are as addicted with music, concerts, merchandise and getting tons of the best friends you could ever imagine out of a fandom or a single interest you are sharing - the most painful thing that can happen to you is to see, how exactly this is breaking. if you are a fan of a band, every dying message of a beloved artists will hurt you in a different way - but the point is; it WILL hurt you.
i've gone through vistlips accident a several times. i was afraid they will never comeback, after the year they promised they will. their manager died, tohya was in pain since he was driving the car while it happens - but everyone is alive. and they continued.
but shotas story is different. death can be cruel. and the most important thing is, that you'll never know when it happens. you can die in your sleep; your heart can stop beating ; you can suffer in an accident; you can get a stroke. you'll never know when. you can fight against it, but when your time has come, fighting is the hardest thing to do.
if you have any fans in the fandom of this band, please support them and give them a shoulder to cry their hearts out, as good as you can. not only when someone of a fandom dies, but also when something in their family happens. whenever they cry or have the most painful times of their life - support your friends - even support your foes. just be there. fighting alone is cruel. fighting just having someone, listening to you will be so much easier. you will never know when something like this will happen to you. you will never know when your candle will be blown out. just give strength to people that needs you the most.
my condolences goes to every adams fan in this world. it goes to his wife, manager and nice soul aurelie, who was there for him everytime he needed support; especially in his last seconds. it goes to everyone who was working with ADAMS. it goes to everyone who needs it.
i've never known shota. i've never met him in person. but i hope he will spread his wings and collect some new friends in the place he is now.
LOVE FOREVER to SHOTA!
may you rest in peace.
actually, i wanted to write an entry about the last anime i have watched, and how it bursted me to tears, how it motivated me to do my sports again, and want to go back to my old times, where i used to train in teams. but today, a very sad message dropped by and hit a lot of my friends in the neck out of nowhere.
consciously i used the songtitle "eve". because as may of you know, that was name of the fanclub from the japanese band "ADAMS". i need to admit, that i've never listened to their songs. i have never been to any of their concerts, nor did i never understood why people loved the band so much. but that feeling is something a fan never can describe. it's a feeling you can hardly share with words. being a fan, better said a fangirl, someone who really is kind of addicted to that one band or that one song - someone like that can be in all of us. in my opinion, getting a huge audience to love you, praise you, and travel around countries just to see you perform is something only a few artists can achieve. as i said; i never have been to concerts of ADAMS, but i brought friends there. i know friends that are deeply in love with this band. i know friends that travelled across europe just to see them perform. and i can see these friends breakin from the pain they feel in their heart as they heard today that one of the member of their favorite, loved band, just passed away.
let me tell you one thing. it hurts even for me. because when i read that somebody, that someone i know love so much, i can feel the pain as well. when you have friends that are as addicted with music, concerts, merchandise and getting tons of the best friends you could ever imagine out of a fandom or a single interest you are sharing - the most painful thing that can happen to you is to see, how exactly this is breaking. if you are a fan of a band, every dying message of a beloved artists will hurt you in a different way - but the point is; it WILL hurt you.
i've gone through vistlips accident a several times. i was afraid they will never comeback, after the year they promised they will. their manager died, tohya was in pain since he was driving the car while it happens - but everyone is alive. and they continued.
but shotas story is different. death can be cruel. and the most important thing is, that you'll never know when it happens. you can die in your sleep; your heart can stop beating ; you can suffer in an accident; you can get a stroke. you'll never know when. you can fight against it, but when your time has come, fighting is the hardest thing to do.
if you have any fans in the fandom of this band, please support them and give them a shoulder to cry their hearts out, as good as you can. not only when someone of a fandom dies, but also when something in their family happens. whenever they cry or have the most painful times of their life - support your friends - even support your foes. just be there. fighting alone is cruel. fighting just having someone, listening to you will be so much easier. you will never know when something like this will happen to you. you will never know when your candle will be blown out. just give strength to people that needs you the most.
my condolences goes to every adams fan in this world. it goes to his wife, manager and nice soul aurelie, who was there for him everytime he needed support; especially in his last seconds. it goes to everyone who was working with ADAMS. it goes to everyone who needs it.
i've never known shota. i've never met him in person. but i hope he will spread his wings and collect some new friends in the place he is now.
LOVE FOREVER to SHOTA!
may you rest in peace.
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